FROM NOW ON
From know on I will learn to start,
To build concrete walls around this heart,
Sick of the hurt, I can't deal with the pain,
And my lonely tears that fall like rain,
Fed up with heartache and the same old lies,
I heard it before it is no surprise,
I believed in love, believed in fate,
But met a world that's full of hate,
Harder to believe in the one,
So from now on my heart is numb,
I have to change, become someone new,
Can't be the same girl that is waiting for you,
Will live in silence until I heal,
Drink this beer until I can not feel,
Guess I will just fake this smile,
Pretend that my life is still worthwhile,
Forget the memories, and live through the pain,
From now on I wont be the same!.
STEPHANIE NICHOLLS ©